Communication?

Why in the hell is it SO hard to do? AND, why is it that we communicate in one way or another, even when we don't want to!?
We dress one way, say one thing, move a bit here or there, and it all comes out saying something we didn't even have on our minds. Like when we wanna say "Why aren't you coming home, did I do something wrong?" but it comes across as "Who do you think you are, you know nothing about me, die."
But you see, as you are reading this, it isn't making any sence because you are really thinking about the weather or some paper you have due on Thursday...whereas on the other hand it is making perfect sence because that's just the way you are.
Anyways, what I'm trying to say it - communication sucks - period.

(but you knew that already, didn't you?)

{SSI}

Time + Money

Time...who has any these days? When was the last time YOU stopped to smell the flowers?
Lately it seems as though everybody is running out of time - time to study, time to work, time to play, time to give thanks, time to sleep, time to do whatever it is that they need or want to do.

Money...who has any these days? Have YOU seen a money tree sprout up anywhere?
More so than time, it is money that everyone is lacking so much in - money for rent, money for tuition, money for bills in general, money for date nights, money for road trips, money for anything it is that one needs or wants to buy.

Time + Money...two of the most basic things people need in this world to get anything done, yet they are the two things everyone seems to have the least bit of. Why is that?
Are we too greedy? To careless? Or is the man just taking it all away with parking tickets and overdrafts? Who knows, but when someone invents a time machine, and a money growing tree...please feel free to let me know!

{SSI}

$ $ job $ $

Now I know the economy has been a "little" tight for quite some time now; but honestly, I haven't really felt it until today, so much so that I can't even buy my meds...and it sucks.
Obviously everyone has their own long drawn out story of how they got into the situation they are in at the moment, so I'm gonna try to condense mine down a bit. A few months ago I moved out - it sucked - quit my very well paying job - moved home- bought a car - now I'm broke because I have a car payment, school tuition, and rent for an apartment I'm not even living in!
But I've been very good about spending my money wisely, stretching it out to the very last cent, and not dipping into my savings until I absolutely had too (which was today).
Today I had to pay = rent, electricity, and water....gas and car isn't due for another 2 weeks. But unfortunately, I don't have a job, and have literally 1 penny in my savings account as of a few hours ago.
Is ther any hope of me being able to get a job in the next few days that pays enough to help me out of thie whole I dug for myself???
I guess you could officially call today, a major wake up call...

{ SSI }

{ Starter }

Aright first timers...I had the idea to start this blog about a week ago. Everything has been getting started and major changes are finally starting to sink deep within my cement skin.
So I thought it would be a pretty awesome idea to have a different way of expressing myself, other than my usuall cruddy customs.
I know this post is a little (alot) boring and holds no deep/random/orginal thoughts or anything like it for that matter...I just wanted to make sure I actually post something!
Thus, this is what you get until I get my thoughts in order so that they make sence to those of you who aren't in my head.

{ SSI }